28 June 2006
posted by j at 6/28/2006 09:50:00 AM

gee...i just felt like saying that. but i'm not sure change wat. change jobs? change blog look? Change myself? Arrgh...dunno lah. Just need a change. Sigh.
 
26 June 2006
posted by j at 6/26/2006 02:26:00 PM

Really i do. Today is not a case of Monday blues. It's not. God knows how hard i tried to be positive in class. But they just make me feel bad and lousy and useless and good-for-nothing. Today i feel like i lost all my self-esteem. The only silver lining on my cloud was my form class. At least i know that most of them like me. And they pay attention. And i don't feel so stupid and useless. Right now, i wish i could fly away, scream long and loud and pull my hair out. Sad.