08 October 2004
Countdown...
posted by j at 10/08/2004 01:45:00 AM

Monday... it usually marks the start of the blues... for me next monday marks the end of the relative lull i've been experiencing. For a doc i know it means the start of one of the many tortures of being in that medhouse. Countdown till the end of mugging for doc and the start of marking for me... 4 days to go...sigh. Gotta stop being so pessimistic. The thought of reading bad english just ain't motivation man... Perhaps just to spice up this page I should add in extracts from their essays...*heh* yeah that's what i'll do.... *HEE*

10 min before the bell rings...ARRRGH! Sometimes all of us scream when we fellow-sufferers hear the bell that spells our doom... an extended one for that matter. 2 consecutive periods feel like eternity. Seriously.

 
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07 October 2004
Clouds in my sky
posted by j at 10/07/2004 02:49:00 AM

Guess starting this blog thing was a good idea. Especially at this time. Can call it pms or whatever (afterall, 'p' can stand for 'pre', 'present' or 'post' right?) but it certainly feels like a whole lot of grey clouds are in my sky. Hope it won't last too long. My sunflowers need the sun.

Feel this constant lethargy and mild depression. Sometimes wish I was coming down with something so I have an excuse to stay home. Am looking forward to watching my last disc for Yi Tian Tu Long Ji, but at the same time wanna save it for a good time and day. At the back of my mind I think I don't know what I'll spend my free time doing once I'm done with the disc. Guess I'm less of a loner than I thought. Can't seem to find the right people to do certain things with. Even when I have someone in mind, that person's usually not free. Thinking about the mission trip that I'll have to miss just depresses me all the more. Still praying I'll be able to accept God's will with grace and thanksgiving. URRRGH....hate this feeling..."..drive the dark of doubt away..."....
 
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06 October 2004
sunflowers
posted by j at 10/06/2004 05:41:00 AM

Anyone seen a field of blooming sunflowers? I haven't. But I can picture it in my mind. Perhaps the real thing is quite different but I like what it looks like in my mind's eye. A sea of greens and yellows and brown....blue skies in the background and fluffy white clouds floating by. The sunflowers waving their heads gently in the breeze. You know what sunflowers have that we don't? Big hearts. Not that many people have that anymore these days...
 
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05 October 2004
posted by j at 10/05/2004 02:57:00 PM





O there’s sunshine, blessèd sunshine

When the peaceful, happy moments roll

When Jesus shows His smiling face

There is sunshine in my soul





 
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