I've always known i'm weird
Sometimes I can't even believe I'd have the thoughts I do
Strange...but then again, if I were another person looking at myself, i'd think it's kinda interesting.

On New Year's eve, i started wondering. You know how there are certain things we've always wanted to do at some point of time or other, but for some reason we don't? Usually it's cos these things come with certain consequences. It could be good and it could be bad. But because you feel you can't deal with the bad consequence so you restrain yourself. Yet, at the same time, you can't help wondering if...what if...the result was positive. But then, you'd never know, cos you didn't have the guts to try.

Well, back to the story... on New Year's eve, i started wondering. If only things could be RESET on the first day of the new year. That means we could all do whatever we always wanted to do on New Year's eve, just to see what the results would be: positive or negative. Then within a day, the consequences would be reset, and back to what it was before you made that scary decision. SOOooo, if the result was negative, next day, reset, and things would be made alright again. And at least you know what would have been and rest assured that the present state was for the best. If, however, the result was good, on New Year's eve, and the next day things were reset, you'd be able to do it again on New Year's day and the good consequence would last! Ha... not sure if you understand what i mean...

Weird you reckon?

So many things I wanna do..so many things i wanna say to some people...no guts. Rather be safe than sorry. Gonna hold it in cos dun wanna regret and dun wanna get hurt. Status quo is good. For now, at least.