10 March 2005
posted by j at 3/10/2005 12:15:00 AM

For some reason, (and i find it strange) I didn't think of going to anyone for help or emotional support when the scare happened. It was only after i found out that it was a false alarm that i felt the need to release the urge i had to laugh and cry at the same time in another manner-to unload all that happened verbally to someone else. Guess that's how i feel most comfortable expressing myself.

Two persons popped into mind. Was not surprised at the first name, but the fact that the second came into mind, surprised me. Perhaps i even felt dismay with the realization. Does and should it matter who comes into mind? Does it mean anything?
 
1 Comments:


At 7:26 AM, Blogger Alex

it's not unusual to not think of going for help if u think that nobody can help at that point in time...

hey, that's a good way to express yourself if it makes u feel better...

"does it mean anything?" i guess it does mean that help does not always come from the ppl we expect... also, we may really trust certain ppl without really knowing it...

anyway, try to remember that in all things, God works for the good of those who love Him... helps to make sense of things...