it's not unusual to not think of going for help if u think that nobody can help at that point in time...
hey, that's a good way to express yourself if it makes u feel better...
"does it mean anything?" i guess it does mean that help does not always come from the ppl we expect... also, we may really trust certain ppl without really knowing it...
anyway, try to remember that in all things, God works for the good of those who love Him... helps to make sense of things...